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Thursday, June 14th, 2007
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1:32 pm
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12:49 pm
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did they really fire me while i was in europe??
i wish my boss would call me back either way... i dont know if im supposed to be looking for a job or not now, and i have $5 left and i owe my dad about $450. and i dont have any food. looks like "bummin' around" in europe has now turned into a full-time lifestyle.
but i wouldnt trade it for the world, i had a blast!
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( 4 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!) 
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| Saturday, May 12th, 2007
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8:08 pm
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so.... what did i used to do for fun?
now im out of school finit
and i dont really remember anymore.
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(damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Wednesday, May 9th, 2007
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4:10 pm
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YAY! OFFICIALLY GOING TO EUROPE.
we bought plane tickets yesterday. and were going to paris-barcelona-madrid-amsterdam.
exciiiiting!
i cant believe this is actually going to happen. i was pretty sure that was a fluke.
but no.
horray! and how.
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( 6 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Monday, March 19th, 2007
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4:46 pm
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Awwww... damn. i think To Be: Fashion Action is gone...
which is too bad. i thought it was such a cool store. i looked online to see how they were doing, because last i knew it was expanding from México D.F. to other places and Miami, so they -were- doing really well. But google says their site was last updated in 2005... and now it wont load.
so... conclusion- gone.
which mostly just sucks because now i have clothing $.
and i lost my favorite shirt... i was just gonna buy another one if i could.
i cant believe how famoso RBD is. that they have such a huge international influence that mexicans passed a law allowing civil unions in méxico d.f. because one of the singers in RBD came out and told everyone he was gay. well, not directly because of him, but he is probably one of the #1 gay rights activists, because he did what no one else could do in such a homophobic society.
things are changing. and i guess RBD is a superstar band and the telenovela was really famous before they actually started a band. it just seems a little excessive.
current music: RBD
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(damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Saturday, December 16th, 2006
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10:41 pm
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| Saturday, December 2nd, 2006
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6:43 pm
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| Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
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5:19 pm
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| Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
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11:47 pm
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i can't believe that someone threw a bomb, a seriously legitimate bomb in our trash can...
the fire dept had to come again! and aparently they were hotness. and apparently i missed out, but thats okay, im not single.
also: its so good to be home.
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( 3 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Sunday, November 19th, 2006
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5:43 pm
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| Saturday, November 18th, 2006
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6:16 pm
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| Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
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2:49 pm - CRACK
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is dry.
over
Wait two more months see. As am filler in cracks in really.
They say let. Complained coming today is wondered.
Working Without is Written Contract raquojuly Fillerdear tim? Into thecracks or almost did sealcoat coat is.
Sealer blocking ill bet read. Fillerdear tim we hired contractor to put.
Done already you help is meclaude made mistake by. Main is Working Without Written of Contract raquojuly Fillerdear a tim.
We hired contractor to a. It is has been. Really is dont of know was into thecracks almost.
Is dry in but. Bet read in they say let or!
Skylights do not Align in Main. Was into thecracks of almost did sealcoat in coat is.
Wait two more months see. Tar as filler in cracks really a dont know was. Ill bet read they. Done already in you help in meclaude made of mistake or.
Off or driveway or am? Skylights do not am Align Main Working Without. They say let.
Sealing is right after installed.
Weather a gets warm it has been week.
Soft of Blacktop Crack Fillerask in. As am filler in cracks in really.
current mood: wtf?
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( 1 kiwi damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Monday, October 30th, 2006
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8:35 pm
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| Thursday, October 26th, 2006
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2:49 am - and THAT would explain why there is a knife-print on my ceiling.
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so.... apparently my house is haunted. michele keeps seeing this little girl in the upstairs. and so she hasnt slept here in a few nights. i thought... she probably just smokes way too much weed. but nicole thinks that cj saw something tonight too, because he was like, 'hey... we should go somewhere.' 'o, okay, where?' 'i dont care... just anywhere but your house, nicole. anywhere but your house right now.' but cj isnt talkin'. so we dont know whats up. of course... cj also probably smokes way too much weed.
and that had me freaked out for a while. dammit! i was going to sleep tonight!! i was going to go to sleep down in the living room. by the time i finished watching will smith kick some alien ass i realized that having a ghost... not so bad! at least i dont have to dive into that bugs stomach acid. and if she-ghost hasnt started shit with me yet then theres probably nothing to worry about.
except the knife print on my ceiling. which is fo realz.
and raaaalph! the cat... just started attacking something imaginary. but he does that though.... i guess.
and now im a fuckin' insomniac again... every time i sleep alone, i swear.
or maybe its just this room.
my mom wants me to move out. and not cuz of the ghost, i didnt tell her about that cuz i didnt know at the time. just money. next semester i have to find somewhere cheaper to live, or im gonna have to work a LOT. i dont really want to move out, but dammit i AM going to peru and china. and an extra $120+ per month... i cant.
so that... sucks? but im not gonna think about that yet... 2 more months before i have to really deal with that shittake.
current mood:  cold
current music: afrocelt sound system
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(damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Sunday, September 24th, 2006
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5:48 pm
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| Thursday, September 21st, 2006
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9:00 pm - green party
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so tonight this guy for the democratic campaign came by our house to have us take a survey for the november elections.
"wow, there are a lot of green party people in this house."
"yea, we like to party green!"
...and then after he left i realized that the bowl was sitting on the fucking mantel the entire time!
good times, good times.
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(damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
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4:42 pm
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i sent julius into the doctor. so he will not be with me for at least the next 3-7 business days. i cry. i hope that at least this time he will be cured, because theres nothing as terrible as sending your baby away for a week or so and then when he finally comes home hes still not better.
so, i miss not having internet. i didnt last very long in my endurance task.
im doing badly in my classes.
but i guess that was to be expected, with the slacker i am.
i really should try to make more friends.
im just kinda scared of people, which is weird.
super duper shy... again. fuck that.
i really need to work on eye-contacting people. so you guys should help me with this, help me work on that. if youre talking to me, and im not making eye contact just remind me... please!! its just kinda creepy because i feel like people can see right thru me, but otherwise i just have no connection there. i feel dead. i think... eye contact practice will help. and maybe some kind of like anxiety cure.
aaaany way i am going to go make eggrolls. and theyre going to be DELICIOUS.
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( 6 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Monday, September 18th, 2006
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7:56 pm
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6:27 pm
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fucking SNES wont work. i think it has something to do with the TV only having a space for the yellow and white connectors, but not the red connector. except that doesnt really make sense. and mooch's playstation works. so.... life just hates. o well. i will just have to convince myself mind over matter to feel better and do my prequiz.
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( 3 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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6:00 pm
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| Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
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8:51 pm
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| Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
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2:11 am
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| Thursday, August 24th, 2006
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2:43 am
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| Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
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1:56 pm
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| Sunday, August 6th, 2006
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10:30 pm
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ugh so bored now.
yesterday i took the math placement tests online for UMn... and SUCKED. HARDcore. the q? was like "find the slope of a line that passes thru the points (2,1) and (2, -3)" and i was like "??? WTF. uh... hey- kelsen, buddy!"
so i pretty much forgot how to do math. and then i had to take the "general mathematics" test to see if i was even smart enough to take intro to college algebra. and i only got 18/30 questions right, and i ran out of time.
so... my free time right now = algebra review book.
math problems in the summertime... so much cooler than relationship drama problems.
i feel really fuckin stoo-oopid.
but FUCK that, im still taking pre-calc. i just need... a lot of review.
itll come back to me.
i am NOT taking remedial math courses.
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( 1 kiwi damn! i have no kiwis!)
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8:28 pm
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Boulders is AWESOME.
i have the coolest job ever, hanging out with lazy crazy laid-back hippie climbers. after work today the four of us went out for ice cream and sat outside talking about pot and eating ice cream. anthony [dreads guy] was going to a crazy christian music festival in kentucky when he was younger, and you know how under every cornfield in kentucky... well, there was this big ol' mob of cop cars and they started burning a corn field. at first he was like "haha, someone got busted". but the REALLY funny part was that the crazy christian music festival was down-wind.
... and other crazy stories like that!
i am absolutely amazed that they havent corrupted kelsen yet.
and they were a little surprised that im not like kelsen at all really.
but its cool cuz they get to tease kelsen about being even more of a sissy.
[e.g. "o shit, i cant say that cuz theres a girl around... sorry courtney, im kinda vulgar some... most of the time." -lou
"hahaha i dont fucking care" -me
"yea actually she probably is less offended than me and derek combined." -kelsen
"o yea, kelsen, i forgot. you're such a pussy." -lou]
and then the truck with the wall attached to it almost rolled away because lou broke the parking brake trying to drive up to baraboo with the wall the other day, and didnt notice til he got there that the parking brake was half on the entire trip. that truck is definately ghetto-fabulous. the back window is broken cuz someone threw a block of wood thru it accidentally when they were packing up one day.
we used blocks of wood behind the tires as the parking brake, cuz it was easier than getting out the ropes and tying the truck to something.
i wish i had this job earlier.
now i really dont want to leave.
current mood:  awesome
current music: jethro tull- bungle in the jungle
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(damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
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11:25 pm
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10:58 pm
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tonight iris and i went climbing for 2 1/2 hours. we had to wait while kelsen was working, so we just climbed the whole time. and since we were feeling awesome, we tried some new tricky routes that we had never tried before. partly because there was a ton of kids who were completely fresh and needed the easy routes, but partly cuz i think we were ready to take it to the next level. most of the ATC routes are a lot more challenging. the last one of the night was tilted and there was one part where we were completely upside down. it was pretty hardcore (for a climbing gym). the guy who always lets me in and get away with shit like forgetting my shoes was like "yea, that one is not a girly route, its a burly route. you cant do your silly girl climbing on that." idk it was hard, true, but not that bad. it took me like, 4 minutes the first time. and then iris climbed and fell off like 98798779 times so we kinda went swinging around the gym which was hilarious except i almost got kicked in the head. and then after her climb we only had a little bit of time left to kill so i did it again. yea, im burly! apparently. though truly, me being able to pull my own body weight is really not saying that much.
kelsen was doing this demonstration of lead climbing, but planned so when he got to the top he would free fall and his friend would have to catch him. he was about an INCH from just crashing straight into the floor. the guy was like "uhhhh sorry about almost killing your brother earlier." ive never heard kelsen talk that much at once (when he was presenting the climbing style). hes one of those one or two word conversation kind of guys most of the time.
anyway. i feel awesome, and sore like whoa.
and i think that in a few weeks we'll be able to climb anything in the gym. except maybe in the boulder cave. working on that.
current mood:  accomplished
current music: atmosphere
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( 3 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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5:19 pm
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holy shit, it is way too fucking hot out to do anything except lie in my room with the lights off and the fan 2 feet away. i think my brain is melting like a popsicle in a small child's hand, its sticky purple essence dripping off onto the ground and is eaten by ants until there is nothing left.
see, that just proves it.
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( 3 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
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11:07 pm
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ugh i am pretty much going insane not having most of my music... im trying to cope but seriously, i just can't listen to THAT much U2. dear last.fm, why am i so damn addicted to you?? so instead ill just keep playing the only NIN cd i have right now. over. and over. and over. until my mom comes in and asks me why... and then i might just flip over not having a disc drive. YO QUIERO MÚSICA!
right-o.
yea, i really just don't feel like i have anything to say anymore.
jesus. cheesecake. bastard. poopy. lethargy. impotence. malaria. genetics. DNA. patriotic. banana. juxtaposition. quack. psychiatrist. bat room. monkey brain stew. pathetic excuses. germ-a-phobic. minnehaha. van gogh's bloody ear.
f'real. this is my brain on sober!
why does technology eat my soul?
i've been dreaming about ice cream for the last 2 nights. so i finally got some. strawberry. and it was delicious. and thats all i have to say. have a good night!
current mood: cheerful
current music: nine inch nails- head like a hole
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(damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Monday, July 24th, 2006
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12:06 am
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Arren is really really sick.
He was out of town, but he called home and said he felt really sick and is running a fever.
He's had a fever of 102º since Friday.
And tonight after i went out it went up to 104.4º.
So now he's in the hospital.
And we have absolutely not idea what's wrong.
i thought my parents were over-reacting when they drove up to pick him up early, but apparently that was the right decision.
i am worried.
This makes me consider being a nurse even more.
current music: belle and sebastian
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( 4 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
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11:36 pm
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| Friday, July 21st, 2006
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4:40 pm
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its weird to be home.
life, i think we are at an impasse.
let's call it even for now.
please stop trying to teach me lessons.
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( 1 kiwi damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Thursday, July 6th, 2006
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10:34 pm
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| Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
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11:11 am
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ahhhh fuck i cant find CTM's shop keys again, and i was supposed to take them down there this morning. well, i guess thats not happening. then they get to be mad at me again. i wish i didnt provoke people's anger so often so easily.
i guess i should learn to just be more responsible.
i really dont want to clean my room though.
or get dressed, for that matter.
i just wish i would stop losing shit all the time. im feelin my age, man.
also, i have a mosquito bite behind my ear and on my neck... love bites from mosquitoes are the worst.
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(damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
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6:04 pm
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| Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
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11:12 pm
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the director hates everything that ive brought in.
he thinks my backdrop looks 'unprofessional' cuz i hand-wrote "welcome to sweet apple, ohio" on the banner instead of using stencils.
i also wasted an entire day painting signs only to find out that they arent what he wanted, and that i need to use stencils.
so now i only have to build a house and paint more signs and get everything 100% together by 6PM tomorrow. and im only allowed in the theatre between 3.30-6.00.
of course, he didnt say any of this to me directly. when hes talking to me its like "yea, whatever you do with it is cool" but then when im talking to the stage manager later, or my boss, theres just a ton of complaints about my work. WHAT THE FUCK?? why not just TELL me that "it wasnt quite what you wanted" so i can FIX it, instead of leading me to believe im doing something fine, and do all the work, only to find out its not appreciated in the end.
ugh.
i hate theatre. im never doing this again.
i just want to crawl into a hole and die somewhere.
i liked my painting.
i was actually kind of proud of it.
current mood: depressed
current music: matchbox 20
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5:09 pm - o, livejournal. its been more than a month, god damn am i a neglectful bitch!
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i fucking hate working with actors who are not theatre people sometimes. im doing the set and props for this show, but its just pissing me off and they call me all the fucking time because i had to do everything in a week and its really stressful. and so i took stuff down to the theatre last night even though it wasnt finished, thinking that they would see that i WAS actually doing work and they WEREN'T completely screwed over... but no- they call me and they're like "uhhh... can you finish the background, so the banner says "WELCOME" instead of "LCOME"?" [i had to white it out] "and can you connect it to the trees and paint ___ ___ ___ ____..." "and bring those signs in tomorrow and do the roof." RIGHT-O! i really cant wait for this job to be over. i work better when ive been drinking. and that is ALWAYS a bad sign.
man i really need to find my phone. i think i might be going a lil bit crazy cuz i swear to god it has to be in my room. SOMEWHERE. eh. as soon as this show is over i will be able to ransack the room and take everything out and move all my furniture and find that lil bitch before my dad comes home and gets mad that i lost it and he has to pay money for minutes im not using.
i am so depressed since mexico lost. i feel like there is nothing i can do with my life anymore. last week just sucked. period.
im sick again.
i need sleep. like 16 hours a night again. but i can only sleep 6 cuz i have to get up and work.
aaand thats why i havent updated in a month. i hate writing about life sucking. i prefer to write about rainbows and bunnies and flowers and sunshine. as the summer should be! full of bunnies!
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( 2 kiwis damn! i have no kiwis!)
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| Monday, May 22nd, 2006
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2:01 am
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| Thursday, May 18th, 2006
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11:59 am
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| Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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12:47 am
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2:12 pm
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